First Look Friday: UMI on Making Music That Heals
For our latest First Look Friday, we spoke with UMI about her career, her therapeutic debut album Forest in the City, and more.
UMI tuned in with her intuition during the four years it took her to craft her debut album, Forest in the City. At 15 tracks and no features, UMI radiates with deep-rooted soul as if the 23-year-old has been here before.
UMI ā whose legal name is Tierra Umi Wilson ā was grounded in the nature-filled environment of her Seattle hometown before transitioning to Los Angeles to attend the University of Southern California as a business major. While in school, she released her 2019 EP, Love Language, followed by Introspection in 2020 and a live version of the EP, Introspection Reimagined in 2021. Each project shines with calming, meditative energy although UMI was nascent in her career, but on Forest in the City, UMI comes full-circle in songs of manifestation, healing and finding her purpose. Although sheās no longer in Seattle, UMI looked to the tranquil scenery of home to connect with her inner world, realizing that the forest never left her.
Now on her first headlining tour, UMI has lightened the mental load for her fans through high-spirited performances. UMI even offers VIP packages where she guides attendees through meditation sessions, imbuing them with words of wisdom. Following the release of Forest in the City, UMI spoke with Okayplayer about finding home away from home, creating music as a therapeutic practice, and more.
With the release of your first full-length album Forest in the City, how would you describe this current stage of your life?
Umi: I feel like everyday Iām learning something new. Right now, since Iām on tour, I feel like I’m in this season of sharing ā sharing new music with people and welcoming people into [my] world. While I was working on the album, [my energy] felt very internal, like planting seeds. Now, Iām sharing my flowers.
How did relocating from Seattle to LA shift your perspective personally and professionally?
Living in Seattle, itās very rainy, so I spent a lot of time indoors. When I came to LA, I was really coming out of my shell, finding myself more and wanting to share myself more with the world. Personally, I feel like I became more open and extroverted in my energy and also in the way that I create. Professionally, thereās just so many people in LA who are in alignment with the music I want to create and the dreams I have. Itās so easy to make things in my mind become reality in LA, [thereās] more people to build community with.
What music community do you feel most in alignment with in LA?
The people that executive-produced my album. So thereās me, VRon, Danny Parra, Logiksmind ā those people, I love creating with them. Thereās so many more people, but theyāre some of the first people that come to mind, especially because I spent a whole year finishing this album with them, we have such great synergy.
I think the fact that we all approach music from a feeling place and itās never like “We have to make this” or “This is popular right now so we should make this.” Itās like, “How do you feel today?” or “How does this sound make me feel?” Itās very day-by-day and I appreciate that because it allows me to be myself with them and create from the heart.
Youāve spoken about withdrawing from college to pursue a career in music. What was the confirmation for you that you were on the right path?
When I left school was about the time when āRemember Meā was starting to grow. Itās funny because I remember I was writing out my affirmations and manifestations for āRemember Meā at this scholarship camp I was going to. I remember being there like, “I donāt even want to go to school but Iām here putting my hours in to get this scholarship.” Then I started to see those dreams materialize one-by-one and I was like, “I think itās time I leave [college.] Itās time to spend more energy on this dream than school because I donāt even want to be in school.” Seeing that was a big confirmation for me.Ā
Then, I got a tattoo, and I was like, “If I get a tattoo, I canāt work an office job” and I didnāt go to my midterms. I was like, “If I donāt go to my midterms, I canāt come back to school ā itās gonna mess up my GPA too much.” I kind of put myself in a corner of not going back.
How have you found home away from home since youāre not in Seattle anymore?
My family moved out to California recently and having them feels like home to me. Itās interesting, too, because growing up, I moved around a lot. My parents were also divorced, so I would move around a lot within a week from house to house. So, when I think of home, I donāt think of a destination or a place, I just more so think of my practices.Ā
I have my yoga mat ā where my yoga mat is, is home. My mom comes on tour and I see her, itās like “Ah, it feels like home.” Wherever I do my meditations feels like home because itās just something that always grounds me. I guess I say that to say, lately practices have felt more like home than people, places or things.Ā
You came up with the idea to host guided meditations on the Forest in the City tour. What made you want to share that experience with your fans?
I remember when I went on tour previously when I was opening, I was observing how other people would kind of do their meet and greet experiences. I feel like theyāre so quick, you get five seconds to meet the person, they sign one thing and then walk away ā thatās not really an opportunity to connect. Before [the Forest and the City tour], I did a lot of meditations on Instagram Live and Iād notice people would be like, “I feel like I got to know you better from that” or “I felt really connected to you.”
I think I can offer more connection to people through meditation than I could just giving them a hug and a signed poster. Already Iāve seen people cry and share deep, releasing and letting go experiences, so not only are people getting to know me, but I feel like Iām able to be in service to the community.Ā
In seeing your fans cry ā because Iām sure that can be a bit overwhelming ā have there ever been times that you felt like you have a responsibility over their healing process while still navigating yourself?
Yes, I have and I feel like now Iāve gotten to this place where Iām prioritizing my healing, sharing what Iāve learned and letting other people pick and choose what resonates with them when it resonates with them. I feel like I used to feel this responsibility like “I must heal people, they must try these things, I know it will help them,” [but] people donāt do things until theyāre ready for it. Even me, I donāt do things until Iām ready for it, so Iāve had this perspective of just sharing more openly, everything that comes to mind that has helped me and let people come to it when theyāre ready for it.Ā
I do think though, I make music to help heal people and thereās a deep intention for me behind it. I feel like if that wasnāt there, I donāt feel like my soul would feel so full when I make music. Knowing that it helps people is what makes me like, “Iām happy to do this, Iām excited to be doing this everyday.”
What have you learned about yourself in the process of recording Forest in the City?
Working on this album, I learned what it means to be a leader because when you make an album, itās not just music, itās so much that comes with it; the creating, the mixing, assembling the teamā¦ A lot of people ask me, “UMI, what do you feel about this?” or “What do you feel about this [sound] on that song?” Before the album, I donāt think I realized I could make so many decisions and I could trust myself so much.Ā
After the album, Iām understanding what my intuition sounds like and feels like more easily, so itās easier for me to navigate. I guess I just realized, “Wow, I do know how I want to do it, I do know what I want to hear, I just have to ask myself and trust that voice.” Thatās one thing Iāve learned about myself ā my own capabilities.
Do you feel like you werenāt trusting of your capabilities before this album?
Not as much. I feel like Iād always be like, “What do you think?” I think itās natural to do that, but I did it a lot, more than what I needed to. Even if nobody agrees with me, if I know deep in my heart and my intuition that this is something thatās supposed to be, I trust it and I know that Iām here to shake things up and try something new.
Which song from Forrest in the City has gotten the best crowd response on tour? āWhatever You Likeā seems like it would be one of the crowdās favorite songs.
āWhatever You Likeā is definitely a big one. People love the classic oldies, they love āRemember Me,ā they love āLove Affair,” but from my newer stuff, people love āSorry.ā All of the singles, Iām really happy with having people sing along with me. Since the album just came out, [fans] are learning the lyrics as they come, but I notice people really love and feel mesmerized by āHard Feelings.ā I have a lot of sound bowls on the song and I think it puts people in this trance.
ā100 Daysā has a conversation at the end. What was the idea behind that?
[The conversation] was between my two grandmas. I wanted to use the project as an opportunity to share insight into my heritage and family. I asked both my Black grandma on my dadās side and my Japanese grandma on my momās side about their experiences growing up and questions about their life. I think itās kind of cool to be like “Wow, I come from both of these worlds.” Also, I donāt talk to my grandmas as much as I would love to. Itās a reminder to myself and to other people to talk to their grandmas, talk to your family, ask them questions because theyāre full of wisdom.Ā
What cultural influences have you drawn from both parts of your identity to pour into your music?
I would say from my dadās side ā from African-American ancestors ā I feel like the soul and the rhythm moving me. Thereās so many times where Iāll write a song and I donāt even feel like Iām writing it, I feel like Iām remembering the song thatās already existed and itās just coming back to me. I always feel like theyāre always coming from that side of my family, that part of my soul.Ā
From my Japanese side, Iām noticing that Japanese art, music and culture is very detail-oriented, thereās an attention to energy and feng shui. I notice when I create, I have such a dedication to detail that I try not to be detailed, but it flows through me and it’s the ancestors reminding me like, “People may not notice all the details, but theyāll feel the details.” I feel them in the way that I direct, the poster art is very influenced by Japanese culture, so I see those two worlds melding in those ways.